FML
I haven't gotten mother nature's monthly gift in two months. This is coz I have been off the pill. I am completely hormonal, I feel ugly and I feel fat. I have been breaking out coz Diane35 used to keep my skin clear.
Wal-Mart is pissing me off because I ordered a mattress, and I can't have them deliver it on a later date. I tried cancelling it, but they won't let me. I am completely frustrated.
My parents are threatening to sell my car.
I think I might be broke.
My dad won't let me use my card to charge the San Diego stay.
My life is going up in flames. This is the first time I'm feeling this way since I got here.
I want to cry, but if you know me and follow my blog, you will know that I just cannot cry even though I try to let it out. I hate that I can't coz the only way I let out my stress is by eating. And I don't even eat now coz I feel fat. I started losing weight when I got here, and I now think I'm gaining even though my friends think I look the same.
Everytime I go into to bathroom I want to puke everything out.
I miss someone. I miss my girlfriends. I miss my sister.
I hear myself whining and I can't stand it. I want to slice my wrist with a spoon.
Does anyone else think I should check into a rehab?
Labels: Drama
Hit The Road Jack
Song of the Night : Hit The Road Jack - Ray Charles
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29th of November and I'm already in the mood for Xmas.
It's the Thanksgiving food, turkey, lamb, xmas trees are already up here. Shit I'm getting fat again. When I first got here I was dropping pounds soooo fast. The past few days, since hanging with Natt, I've been putting it back on, I swear. FOOD BABIES. Natt's mom is feeding me madddd. She gave me 5 bags of meat AND a jar of sambal. I am set for life.
Things with the boy : (this is where things get malay huh?)
So dia kat negara atas Msia skarang, sudah seminggu and i guess it's been okay on me? Dia tak contact I selama 3, 4 hari, akhirnya dia hantar I pin BB dia via FB and things are like how they should be :) It's been good so far.
I'm moving to the new apartment, and visiting San Diego in three weeks! Can't wait. Then when I get back, I'm headed to BC with the fam for Xmas. So exciting.
Initially sposed to go to SD Zoo, but money is a problem with some of these guys so I guess I'm gonna have to wait till D gets back or something lol.
Bought a TV, printer, 3 pairs of shoes, 4 pairs of earrings and a dress during Black Friday, soooo happy.
Anyway, I'mma go get some shut eye now.
Labels: Random Update
Thanksgiving Week
Celaka
Hi,
I'm upset.
Another malay post?
I honestly feel like ranting a milli right now.
| Kote | Puki mak engkau | Pantat | Babi Hutan | Pompuan jalang | Tahi lembu |
Aku nak blasah budak tuuuuu. I swear. Ok, enough. My stomach isn't even feeling right.
Labels: Drama, Random Update
Blondes DO Have More Fun
So I dyed my hair blonde. Yes and so far, my mom, my sister, Kelsey and this guy call Arief from class, hate it. But everyone else here, likes it "/
I don't know, I like my old color, but I'm always up for a change. I really like my hair like this too.
I might most likely get more negative feedback here as alot of people from back home visit my blog, and it looks like Asian people hate Asian people with blonde hair. Lol. Funny, but go dye your hair and you'll prolly come to the same conclusion. I don't know, I'm having more fun that's for sure! Maybe when CNY is here I'd dye it red. :)




Labels: Random Update
Typical Weekends

Fun in Pasadena :)



So the girls and I decided to go catch 2010 at Regal, LA Live.
My verdict on the movie?
STRESSFUL thats for sure.
But meh for me. I felt like they could've done a better job in terms of the storyline.
Labels: Photos
Lakers Vs. Grizzlies

Section 115. Row 13. $110 tickets.
(Aku nak simpan budak ni dalam tupperware buat selama-lamanya)
Labels: Photos